Heaven’s Timeline

Empty this vessel

Until it’s ready to be filled

By only your Spirit

And heaven’s will

My needs, my wants

Mean not a thing

When all my desires

Are born from my King

You keep watch

You’ve numbered my days

Fulfilling Your purpose

Through each promise displayed

Reflection

I often don’t stop talking long enough to hear your reply.

I don’t sit still long enough to receive your direction.

I pace and worry and try to make things happen on my own.

I doubt and question and fail to see You sitting on the throne.

I confess my sins to the world but do I proclaim your glory?

Do I trust in your forgiveness enough to proclaim your salvation story?

Life in the Spirit

Words are just words

Until Your Spirit breathes life into them

Actions run circles

Until You give them aim

Happiness and fear can both be

self-seeking (One in the same)

Value is found in surrender

Seeds start to grow when planted by faith

Circumstances fade as You become clearer

Sinners hear Your call

When spoken in love, not shame

Holy Ground

Death, where is your sting?

We serve a God

Who endured your suffering

Fear, you have no power

For our God walks ahead

And holds each tomorrow

Worry, cease

Anxious thoughts, turn to peace

Self-will, look around

For this land you walk is Holy ground

So we will not fear

Our God is here

We will not tremble, nor shake

His purposes are at stake

And He never fails.

Revelations

The earth proclaims your glory

The stars set stage for your plan

For the lost to be found, the blind to see

Deaf ears come to understand

May addictions be lifted

Confusion become clear

Earnest searching find answers

Distant hearts sense You near

Reliable

There You are

My sturdy ground

When all the winds around me blow

You’re the anchor for my soul

Through smiles I feel Your joy

Through tears, I feel Your peace

 Roads ahead although unknown

Are unseen only to me

Your hand remains steady

Whether green grass or rocky stone 

Whatever griefs I may bear

I will not bear alone

Dichotomy of Life

The tides wash over me

But I don’t drown

I walk through darkness

Yet I’m found

Your love pours down

I battle with demons

Yet You lend strength

My feet tread this world

But my spirit in grace

I see your face

Beautiful, wonderful

Glimpses of your heart

Too great to fathom

But this vision You impart

I’m not scared of the dark

My Hiding Place

I’m driven into your arms

Where I’m known and embraced

I’m driven to your heart

Where my tenderness is safe

“You are my hiding place; you will protect me from trouble and surround me with songs of deliverance.” Psalms 32:7-10

Write

Writing is my Red Sea

The waters part when I step in

Faith and obedience

Prompting my pen

“Only be careful, and watch yourselves closely so that you do not forget the things your eyes have seen or let them fade from your heart as long as you live. Teach them to your children and to their children after them.” Deuteronomy 4:9

Heavenly Commander

Faithful I will be

To follow where He leads

For I know his yoke is light

His provisions are my only need

When this life brings trouble

When the arrows fly

I will not cower in fear

For He remains by my side

A devoted soldier I’ll be

Whether I win or bleed

Surrendering to His battle plan

Guaranteeing His victory!

“The Lord your God is in your midst – a warrior bringing victory. He will create calm with his love; he will rejoice over
you with singing.” Zephaniah 3:17

Salvation

Not in riches, not in debt

Not in busyness nor days of rest

Not in blessings nor past regret

Not in my future, not places I knew

Not in revelations nor trials I went through

No – my worth, my life, my salvation is found in You

Go and Tell

Now rescue the others

Tell them what I’ve done

How healing came by my hand

And this victory I’ve won.

“Return to your home, and declare how much God has done for you.” And he went away, proclaiming throughout the whole city how much Jesus had done for him.” Luke 8:39

Not Afraid

If You lead me to dark places

You’ll give me power to shine your light

If life gets difficult and the weight is heavy

You’ll carry it with me

Through every sorrow and plight

Your will on earth is not hindered

By the will of any man

You preordained, saw beyond time

And worked it into your plan

So I am not afraid

You go before me

You light my stepping stones

I am not afraid

You are my confidence

To do Your will

No matter where I go

Psalm 23 Rendition

Blessed beyond measure

Overflowing with joy

My cup runneth over

With the abundance

No earthly ail could destroy

The table is set

In glorious fashion

Within the sight of my enemies

You pull out the chair

Ask me to take a seat

And join You for a heavenly feast

“Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.

Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.” Psalm 23:5-6

One Day at a Time

In your hope, I live and breathe

I turn away from fear and find your peace

In your will, my purpose is seen

I turn away from self and find your serenity

“Go forth”, You say, “in confidence”

Carrying your strength, I need no defense

On a mission to love and provide

Hope for the hurting with no ill-will or pride

To live a life of service to others

Setting all selfish motives aside

I follow your footsteps one day at a time

Just Breathe

Breath, just breath

Surrender your burdens

Inhale my peace

Rest, rest in Me

Cease your toiling

All your worries, release

Live, live joyfully

Exchange your sorrows

For the new life I give abundantly

Sweet Surrender

You give hope when we reach the end of ourselves.

You give purpose when our own agenda fails.

You give peace when our world has come undone.

You use the impossible to display your power and love.

I surrender my life to You

No other satisfaction will do

You carry my burdens and impress upon my heart.

Your Word and promises are true.

His Bride

Law breakers, low lifes, outcasts

Shunned and looked down upon

Those are the ones He dined with

The reason He rose the 3rd day by dawn

The penniless, the nobodys

The ones who could see their flaws

Those are the ones He traveled with

He won’t stop until He gathers them all.

“I have given them your word. And the world hates them because they do not belong to the world, just as I do not belong to the world. I’m not asking you to take them out of the world, but to keep them safe from the evil one. They do not belong to this world any more than I do”. John 17:14-16

This Life

One day I’ll see You as You are

No hidden veil, healed battle scars

One day, I’ll join You in eternity

Until then, You have plans for me

Mountaintop views, treacherous terrain

Tests, trials, blessings – all for Your name

You refine, redefine, give new life and rebirth

Preparing my soul for heaven’s will on earth.

You Knew

Inside my weakness, struck with flaws

Your power and plan considers them all

Never blind nor deaf, not surprised by defeat

But with a smile and a nudge,

You get me back on my feet

You knew the path, You knew the way

You knew what it would take

to prepare me for this day.

Your Embrace

When the crown turns into thorns

And the payment owed

Is more than I have to give

When my trials find me on my knees

And failures make each day so hard to live

I look to my Savior

Grateful I am His

When a mountain top is reached

And blessings shower down all over me

I stand in awe

Your grace too much to bear

Overwhelming joy mine to declare

I look to my Savior

Grateful He brought me here

Faithful

He collects our tears in a jar

To one day be redeemed

He sees who we truly are

And loves us all the same.

He sees our struggles

He sees our pain

He heals, restores

His faithfulness remains.

Hope

You are near to the broken hearted

You are near to those lost

Your faithfulness to us

Came at a great cost

You don’t see our iniquity

You don’t see our faults

Your Son paid that price

On the cross

We live in a world

Where questions abound

Doubt seeps in

And hopelessness is found

But Your Word and truth

Gives hope

Your voice and forgiveness

Helps us to cope

Every moment brings a new promise

A new sunrise and change

Every prayer makes us feel heard

And gives us hope for the next day

Single Petition

Two are better than one, they say

So please send someone my way

But not just any man will do

He must know, seek and follow You.

“Two are better than one, because they have a good return for their labor: If either of them falls down, one can help the other up.
But pity anyone who falls and has no one to help them up. Also, if two lie down together, they will keep warm. But how can one keep warm alone? Though one may be overpowered, two can defend themselves.
A cord of three strands is not quickly broken.” Ecclesiastes 4:9-12

In Want and in Plenty

Let my hunger drive me to You, to bow at your throne of grace

But when I’m full and satisfied, may I remain in that place.

Let my blindness lead to a renewed and strengthened faith

But once my vision is clear, may I continue to see your face.

Healing

Let my tears melt the grief

Let my steps erase the memories

Let your truth destroy the lies

Let my prayers heal the sadness

Let your grace remove the regret

Let my faith give thanks for the goodbye

The Real Enemy

Our enemy, the deceiver

Always with something up his sleeve

Seeks to destroy and divide

And works to steal our peace

Be on the lookout, be alert

Hedge your heart so he can’t get in

Once inside the disguise is greater

And manipulates our lean to sin

Remember who the enemy is

Before his attempts begin

Our fight is not against each other

But principalities of darkness around and within.

“Be sober-minded and alert. Your adversary the devil prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour.” 1 Peter 5:8

“For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.” Ephesians 6:12

“A new commandment I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you also must love one another.” John 13:34

Savior

He’ll take the leftovers, the cast aways, the ones forgotten and thrown away

He’ll take the hopeless cases, the given up, the accused, the strays

He’ll take them all, bandage their wounds, love them fully and still have room.

He’ll stand beside them as their proud bridegroom and offer them life outside the tomb.

Where to Then?

When He doesn’t raise the dead

But stays longer on his journey instead

When He doesn’t end the suffering

Or the drought with a fresh lain spring

When He allows the boat to capsize

And sits silently while we cry

Where does our faith, then, abide?

To the tomb, to the inner room

To the cross where He was forsaken

To the moments before victory

Where his believers sat unshaken

Iron, Silver & Fruit

We sharpened each other

Like an axe to the grind

Bearing down all the edges

Smoothing sin we tried to hide

Our weaknesses surfaced

But in grace we loved anyway

As little by little his righteousness

Burst forth and took the stage

For you, my friend, bore fruit in me

And I the same in you

I’ll never forget and always be thankful

For the refining we went through

“As iron sharpens iron, so one person sharpens another.” Proverbs 27:17

“This third I will bring through the fire; I will refine them like silver and test them like gold. They will call on My name, and I will answer them. I will say, ‘They are My people,’ and they will say, ‘The LORD is our God.’ ” Zechariah 13:9

“I am the true vine, and My Father is the keeper of the vineyard. He cuts off every branch in Me that bears no fruit, and every branch that does bear fruit, He prunes to make it even more fruitful.” John 15:1-2

Don’t trade what you know for what you don’t know…

Maybe this part of the past

Won’t be reconciled

Looking back

there may still be gaping holes

But time to let go of the questions

And focus on the truths I know

Although many days

seemed meant for evil

He’ll use them to produce good

Though oft it appeared

the enemy was winning

I’ll see his purpose in the end withstood

Battlefield

With an increase in wind

All my doubt rushed in

Harder pressure on all sides

Surfaced my pride

Humbled to find

The battlefield

In my mind

“The greatest challenge in receiving great things from God is holding on for the last half hour” selected from Streams in the Desert

Not My Will

I don’t need to make a plan or design my life

My best laid plans are mere rags in His sight

For if I know what He wills will surely come to be

I have nothing to worry as my Savior leads me

On the Way

Closer closer, Lord to Thee

My spirit gets every day

Trusting You for the desires of my heart

And my earthly needs while on the way

To an ever after in glory bright

Where I’ll behold You, your beauty

Your radiant light

Raised to Walk

Crucified with Christ
My heart will remain
All my sins buried
My old self lay slain

He could leave me here
In defeat to face my doom
Wait, His outstretched hand I see
Lifting me out of the tomb

“When I saw him, I fell at his feet as though dead. But he laid his right hand on me, saying, “Fear not, I am the first and the last, and the living one. I died, and behold I am alive forevermore, and I have the keys of Death and Hades.” Revelation 1:17-18

“We were therefore buried with him through baptism into death in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead through the glory of the Father, we too may live a new life.” Romans 6:4

Better Tomorrow

When the turmoil of this day goes away

When healing trumps this sorrow

I will love you better tomorrow

As the lines on my face deepen

And past troubles I learn not to borrow

I will love you better tomorrow

Heaven

Maybe it is a gift

When You don’t make things here

The way that we want

Because here is not the purpose

Or the goal

Our unrequited requests and desires

Refuse to make us whole

And instead point our eyes towards home

A home where all our troubles

Will be washed away

Our tears forgotten

No more dreams tattered and frayed

But all of our hopes finally realized

And our joy completed

On that fateful day

His Grace Along the Way

My sin has caused me to stumble
My failure causes much pain
But Your loving grace and discipline
Puts to death my own thinking and ways

Each season I rush to reach the end
Of the lesson at hand on my own
Instead of trusting the timing
In Your omniscient Hand is known

“If we claim we have not sinned, we are calling God a liar and showing that his word has no place in our hearts. My dear children, I am writing this to you so that you will not sin. But if anyone does sin, we have an advocate who pleads our case before the Father. He is Jesus Christ, the one who is truly righteous. He himself is the sacrifice that atones for our sins-and not only our sins but the sins of all the world.”

1 John 1:10- 2:2

A Thorny Way

Not near the rose pedals

Or lavished with ease

But fighting with the devil

And down on your knees

Trust Him, Trust Him

In bitter tears and strife

His peace He’ll give

As you surrender your life

I Self Identify as…

I am the daughter of a King

Richly blessed, redeemed

I am a warrior, clothed in grace

Equipped and strengthened for this very place

My rags are removed, washed in His blood

Replaced with a crown sealed with His love

“Come now, let us settle the matter,” says the LORD. “Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red as crimson, they shall be like wool.” Isaiah 1:18

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