What am I waiting for?
Someone to prove to me I’m worthy?
Someone to heal all of my problems
And make the world disappear?
Even if I found love
It now seems so trivial
So unnecessary and inconsequential
To what I’m doing here.
Relationships can be a blessing
But also what a load they bear
That is no longer the answer
There’s something more
That needs to happen here.
A change in heart
In perspective and motivation
A change in my view of the world
And a decrease of selfish expectation